Jesus Christ

I experienced some kind craziness on my recent trip to NY for 4th of July. All i have to say is you never know what someone is saying/thinking about you until they snap and it all just comes pouring out like projectile vomiting. Please o...im the wrongest person to be resenting. With my tuntun bele and flat yansh...your anger is seriously misdirected. Telling me im not a diva..when did i ever claim to be one? I'm not better than you? Sweetie i never said i was. I hope you realize what a crazy ass heifer you turned out to be after your insidious rant. Makes me wonder if you had been faking friendship with me this entire time. Nonsense. Some ppl have time. If you cant stand me then why bother being friends with me? Life is too short to be spending time being friends with someone you detest. Like i said before, you are one crazy ass bitch i really do not need in my life.
Upon all your craziness, you did not spoil my weekend. Stupidity magnify! Better go and deal with your useless complex and don't bring it to my side otherwise...hiss!
Dueces!

not exactly what i should be doing

u know...blogging as opposed to working on the several power point presentations i have to present in the coming 2 weeks. But..i am sleepy and i just had lasagna. Not a good idea but its Saturday.....this is my time to relax. My friends are back from Iraq and for that i am thankful to God for bringing them back safely. Unfortunately after 6 months, they are being shipped off to Afghanistan for a 1 year tour. Its a sucky situation..especially for my friend T who is missing his son growing up. I dunno mehn....this Marine business...not the business at all but as long as they come back in one piece physically and mentally, i will always be grateful. My bday is coming up and i am sooo not excited. Well...its not that i am not, i just don't feel the need to do anything special. U know how when ur getting older, you start thinking about where you are in your life and such and such. Well i took stock and i must say, it could be worse but there is always room for improvement. I may have a slight addiction to discounted items and i could be hella cheap and even though i can not stay away from a steak and chicken burrito bol from chipotle, i know im in an awesome place right now. Except i need to make a doctor's appointment and a dentist appointment and i will be good to go. P.s to my homies thinking of what to get me, i dont mind cash :D
Thats it for me, back to pretend studying.

What about your??

Lawd....its been tumultuous to say the least. But i think im ok now and not so pissed anymore. I need to work on my facial expressions. I'm someone who lets her disgust show on her face so i guess i need to really control that.
A lot of blasts from the past.....2 particular blasts. Not excited bout the sudden reappearance and i would honestly just like them to stay in the past...don't send me text messages about how much you miss me. That is a lame move.
I definitely feel like im in a better place. Rediscovered old friends...funny how that happens, i guess that had to happen for this to happen. Aint complaining.....im having a ball.
Just noticed i have been doing a lot of traveling. For some reason ,i feel like i need to do as much traveling as i can now and just have fun cause i could be popping babies soon.lol.
Saw State of Play tonight. It was actually quite good and i recommend it.
Just found a crush of mine from high school and he still looks good.lol....let me control my self...im not in high school anymore.
Birthday is coming up.....dang im getting old but i know im on the right track. This semester is about to be over as soon as i finish my presentations/group projects.
I really need a new phone..preferably the curve.My Phone aint cutting it anymore.
I'm feeling sleepy.......but i have work to do.

That thing.....

Currently hooked on Black Snob's Doomed Romance Vol. 1. Very captivating and revealing series about the mistakes we make when it comes to love. We have all been there and done that. Some of us have been incapable of moving on while some remain optimistic. Sometimes you have to wonder if there is any point in being optimistic? But whats the alternative? Going through life closed off and refusing to open up your self to the unknown? I believe as flawed ppl we should be able to learn from every experience that way we know what not to repeat. I find it hard to believe that any one person is as they say "unlucky in love". Just doesn't sound feasible to me. For the most part, im thankful for my experiences although some i definitely could have done without. Like the dude who likes wearing my underwear........just kidding. But at least now i have lessons to impart to my lil sister. I def would prefer if she didn't have to go through some of the things i did. But i know i cant protect her forever. She has to make her own mistakes just like i did. Oh well, whatever will be will be.

I am definitely in dire need of a shopping fix and these bad boys are calling out to me.



Only a matter of time.

It all comes down!

I cried something serious this wknd. Crying that i haven't cried since my popsie used to beat me when i was younger. I just couldn't stop. But there is always a reason for everything right?
So basically at 2* years of age, i am just getting my driver's license. Pls spare me the story. Ika o dogba(all fingers are not equal). So my appointment was for 9:45am on Saturday. At 8:20am on Saturday, my car wasn't starting. Yes i have a car that i cant drive but i have insurance on it :)
So my friend got some jumper cables and tried to jump start the car. For some reason the car wouldn't start. Guess what? No gas in it although i coulda sworn there was some gas left in it. Long story short, my awesome friend got a gallon, went to the gas station and got gas for my car. So the car finally starts and im like awesome, i can go get my license now. We get to the MVA and i do al lmy paperwork and we drive to the back to the driving course. Once it became our turn, the instructor starts inspecting the car to make sure it was ok for testing. Thats how this fool told us the right front tire was low on air and we should go put air in it. The same car that we drove from my house to the mva? Nigga please, you know ur ass is just power tripping. Of course we had no choice but to go put air in the tire. We arrive back and get in line again and we get the same guy! Bloody Hell! At this point im like, just do the test and get it over with. So he gets in the car with me, looks my permit over and says, "your test begins here". He tells me to start the car and i do just that. Like a second later he tells me to stop he car. I turn to look at him to figure out what the deal is and he says to me "i am sorry but you have been disqualified today cos u are not wearing your glasses" Ori iya mi! I was speechless. I truly had nothing to say. Of course i have restrictive lenses on my permit. But i can usually see most of the time except its like far away then i need to squint. Thats how the guy just set me up. And my glasses were right there! Right there. I'm like so i cant put it on and take the test? He was like nope! Very sad day for me cos i was ready to do the damn thing! School starts on Wednesday and i was hoping to be mobile by then.
That, coupled with the crappy week i had earlier. when my friend dropped me off at home, i just started crying like a big ass baby. Couldn't stop, the tears were pouring down like no man's business. This went on for about 15 minutes. Then i stopped crying. Just like that.
After that i reorganized my room. Just for the hell of it!

Just to set the record Str8

When you read this, you will definitely know you are the one this post is for. As far as i knew we were friends. Even if we didn't communicate regularly for some months, i never stopped considering you as one. I feel before i go any further, you should know this isn't about some left over feelings i might have for him. The fact of the matter is i have no problem with you dating my ex. I honestly don't. What i do have a problem with is the way u went about it. Honesty goes a long way. I didn't understand why u felt the need to lie to my face? I mean, seriously? When i asked u who u were dating, you could have mentioned his name as opposed to the *nickname* u have for him. Its all bout respect but then again maybe i assumed there would be one in our relationship.?What is even more shocking is this was probably going on for a longgggggggg time. Things that make u go hmm. Its all good. I would confront you but i know shyters like to make stuff up when confronted and i really don't feel like saying something i will regret. I honestly wish u guys the best. When 2 ppl decide to commit to each other its always a good thing. Hope it lasts forever cos im def done with this!

Onto another person who is def making me go hmm. At some point in life you have to re-evaluate your friendships. I have never completely felt you were my friend but i chalked up down to paranoia. Over and over there would be certain situations where you definitely didn't have my back but again, i chalked it up to paranoia. Maybe cos i act a certain way towards my friends, i expect them to act the same way in return? who knows..all i know is im sick and tired of it. Especially since some new information just came to light. I wish i could say i was surprised you would say somn like that but i wasn't. Some distance is def needed and what that will bring about is unknown. All i know is, i can do without the shadiness!

Sulia Jenifa

If you don't know bout Jenifa then ko le don jasi e! Go and upgrade urself. So yesterday i went for grad school orientation. Me i didn't know there was free food. So i quickly called my friend and downloaded it to her.We go to the same school but she is still doing undergrad. Before u can enter orientation and access the grubs, you have to sign in and stipulate what program you are in. I was like, go and sign in jo, ain't nobody looking at you. Why did this chick put down Jenifa Aiyetoro as her name? I'm like are u serious? Its official, Jenifa is a top contender for Best Picture at the SAG &Oscars.

Amebo ppl plenty for facebook oh. Any small relationship status change, all u see is comments, what happun? who is he? send me my invite oh. Yeah...wait for it, its coming sho gbo?

So it has come to my attention...well....its not a recent thing but all the same, 90% of my friends are igbo. How did that happen? I dunno? I was chatting with my close friend the other day and i was like, do u even have non Yoruba friends, she replied "no". When i asked her why she said "i don't like to go out of my comfort zone plus there are certain tribal differences". I can see where she is coming from. Nothing like chilling with folks you have a lot in common with. I am not one to judge someone based on where they are from. Its all bout the person individually. If i like ur character and we converse easily then sure i will be drawn to you. I keep hearing stuff bout igbo this, igbo that, iwo ati awon yibo yi..shey ko si nkan imi ni be? (You and igbo ppl, hope there ain't something else there?)I know some folks will have a problem with me wanting more Yoruba friends but they can deal with it, ain't my problem. I know one thing for sure, ain't dating an igbo guy again....EVER! Very Nonsensical men!

Once again, let me plug my ebay store. You still have time to bid on some cute stuf!! Also remember to check out Buy or Swap on facebook. Its really starting to take off.
So since blogville is the new place to find man, me sef will start updating on a regular..hehehehe